The summer before my sophomore year of high school (the same
summer as my aforementioned incident) I was a typical petite teenager with an
immense desire to fit in with my peers and wear what the “cool” kids were
wearing. Every pass by the Abercrombie
and Fitch store in the mall made me want that pair of size 4 faded bell bottom
jeans even more.
Now, let’s get a little perspective here. I grew up in Eastern Kentucky. My mother and father both worked day in and
day out to provide me a comfortable trailer to live in (now that I’ve moved,
apparently we don’t call them trailer parks but “manufactured homes”). Let’s face it, I wasn’t rich by any means but
enjoyed a nice simple life in the trailer park (just being honest, it’s a trailer park. No shame here). Not
long after I started high school, my parents finally purchased their first home
together, one that didn’t have wheels that is.
We settled into a small three bedroom ranch with a bigger back yard and
an above ground swimming pool. I was pretty
much in teenager heaven at that point.
Now my parents may have been able to buy a home with an
added perk, but they were by no means in a position to be dropping 80 dollars
on a pair of jeans. Being the naive teenager
I was, I could not fathom why my parents didn’t want me to be cool. I mean after all, I had a pool now! I probably said some nasty things to my
mother that I can never take back that summer when she denied me even entering
that migraine headache, asthma attack inducing Abercrombie store. Looking back (as most people do as they grow
older), I do not understand how I had let my world revolve around getting a pair
of jeans.
My mother could see that I wanted a new “cool” outfit for
the first day of school more than anything that I had wanted throughout my short
life. I had survived freshman year, kept
my 4.0, and worked weekends at the skating rink for little to nothing to have
some spending money, but nothing significant enough to buy anything labeled
with A&F. So my Mom, in all of her
wisdom and desire to appease her teenage daughter, found a place called “Plato’s Closet”. This little boutique style store was not far
from the crowded mall where most people did their school shopping so it wasn’t
too far from where we would have traveled anyway.
Gently used “name brand” clothing, shoes and accessories lined
the walls of that hole in the wall store in a non-descript suburban strip mall. I searched the jeans rack with an intensity
akin to the dedication needed to end world famine or build a rocket. I was bound and determined to find that
coveted pair of jeans. After several
minutes, I came upon the treasure I was seeking. There on the rack was a pair of size 4
Abercrombie and Fitch jeans, complete with the petite length. I should have bought my mother an award for
dealing with such an emotional roller coaster as I had been that day. I snagged that pair of jeans for $20 and my
mom even let me pick out a few shirts to go along with my loot. My first day of school outfit had been found,
complete with a green shirt emblazoned with that (now obnoxious) Abercrombie
and Fitch logo on the front.
I never got to wear those jeans. My incident occurred three days before school
started that year and by the time I recovered and returned to school, I was 5
sizes larger than the largest size Abercrombie and Fitch even offers. I had been from one extreme to the
other. I was very small, then not so
very small. At all. Those jeans would sit in a drawer for over 2
years before I finally handed them off to someone new.
So it brings me to the current issue surrounding the CEO of
Abercrombie and Fitch. My facebook feed
has been abuzz with the article titled “Abercrombie
and Fitch CEO Explains Why He Hates Fat Chicks”. Do I think that he could have said better
things? Yes. Do I think everyone is entitled to their
opinion? Also a yes.
Here’s how I see this situation: I have been from one extreme to the other and
back again in terms of my weight. I used
to desperately want to shop at Abercrombie and Fitch because I thought that
would make me cool. That was 10 years
ago and I still thought clothing defined who you were. You see these two pictures?
Besides the fact they are both me at my heaviest and now,
they have one striking thing in common. Neither
one of them can fit into Abercrombie and Fitch clothing. And to be honest… who cares!? I am not defined by what I wear but rather
what I can do. People are going to be
mean. They are going to say hurtful
things. They are going to try and tear
your down. So what? Pick yourself up, dust yourself off and show
them what you can DO.
I have the body of a mature woman, who considers herself
somewhat athletic. I do not base my self-worth
on the fact that I can’t fit into clothing sold by a company targeting the pre-pubescent
bodies of 2001. Somewhere deep inside, I
think the CEO of Abercrombie and Fitch sees this too. His clothing line is no longer as relevant in
a society where there are fit women who have curves and can squat, press, lift,
and run circles around him. Perhaps this
comment is his attempt to gain some sort of publicity in the face of company
decline.
Regardless of whether he is genuinely a shallow human being
or said this for publicity purposes, I do not care what the CEO of an
overpriced, outdated company thinks of me, and neither should you. I choose to shop wherever I find clothes that
are comfortable, make me feel good about myself, and show off my hard
work. Abercrombie and Fitch is not one
of those places.
I am not offended. If I was, then it would be more about my emotional health than anything pertaining to my physical appearance. I define myself by rep counts, weight increases and race times. I define myself by smiles, and laughter and good times with friends. I define myself by hard work, dedication, determination and perseverance.
Don’t like your weight?
Do something about it. Don’t like
that you can’t run a mile without stopping?
Do something about it. Don’t like
where you are in your educational journey?
Do something about it. Don’t like
what the CEO of Abercrombie and Fitch said?
Who cares. Be your own “brand” of
awesome and leave the labels for those with nothing else to show.
Amen to this post. Personally, yes, I think the man is a total ass but I also agree that it doesn't matter if only because the heyday of A&F has passed and karma will continue to slowly bite him in the ass as people move past the need for "cool" clothes.
ReplyDeleteLove it! :)
ReplyDeleteAmen sista!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the comments ladies! Hope you will take these words to heart and not sweat the comments of shallow individuals.
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